Day 1 - Letting Go

Making love together was a bitter sweet moment as Jade writhed in ecstasy to meet my every thrust.  Moans of deep pleasure filled the room as my hips circled about her.  As good as it was, it would be the last time for a year.  It doesn't matter if I'm the greater lover she's ever had or not.  Nor does it matter how good she feels when I fill her so completely.  Jade has a fantasy.  She wants to experience having a sissy.  Not a game.  Not a part time excursion.  He wants the man in her life to submit to being a sissy.  I pride myself on being a good lover.  I think of it as an art to practice.  It may be because of this that she enjoys stripping me of it all the more.  

When Jade approached me with her desires and asked if I would accept being a sissy, it was a daunting proposition.  We didn't enter into it lightly.  We've talked about it a long while which has helped me wrap my brain about it.  She's been sharing these fantasies and masturbating to them for years.  But she's dead set, she doesn't feel that it's a real sissy experience if she opens her legs to me.  So it's not just being a sissy, but giving up sexual pleasure as I know it.  Hence why making love was so bitter sweet.  I take my love to many places no one else have ever been able to take her. I guess I still will be.  It just won't be in the way that I'm accustomed to.  The one where I'm in charge and feel the power of being the one to take her.  For 365 days I will wait to feel this way with her again and make love to her as her man.